For those of you wondering where to see me next! My next projects include being in the chorus of Independent Opera Company’s performances of Tchaikovsky’s “Queen of Spades”–which for those who know opera is his second and arguably more beautiful opera based on Pushkin’s literature (Eugin Onegin), and for those who don’t know this opera is based on a poem about a man who has true happiness within reach (namely a woman who really loves him) and lets avarice and the fantasy of perfect happiness get in the way and destroy what was within his grasp. And the Independent Opera Company is an incredible, female-led company that brings quality opera at AFFORDABLE ticket prices to the LA area! They’ve been around for about 5 years now, which is no small feat for a local opera company. If you know anyone who’s been experimenting or thinking about becoming a patron of the arts, this is an excellent local opera to support that’s helping young and established opera singers grow and perform and bringing accessible and quality opera to your neighborhoods! They’ve started a GoFundMe page for the first time here.
And with a SEPARATE opera company, Center Stage Opera in the San Fernando Valley, I’ll be performing two Schubert pieces for an evening concert of chamber music and art song. They’re the incredible company who put on the young artist competition I just participated in, and are working hard to develop the local artists and make classical music (art song, aria, and other!) more accessible to the public! You should hear about a rock-and-roll mash-up they did between Chuck Berry music and “Quando m’en vo” from La Bóheme!
Finally, I believe I’ll be studying with Angels Vocal Art program that works opera scenes with a live orchestra, fully staged, and coachings that extend beyond voice alone and into how to have a career as a 21st century singer and full-body care techniques, and tips for dying while singing full-voiced! XD Only in opera….
Two weeks ago on Friday was my very first movie premiere! Recollecting Elle is a short film by a student of Woodbury University in Burbank, CA and was premiered with the senior thesis films around the time of graduation. The incredible Ashley Paz was our director, writer, and executive producer. It was my first time seeing myself or any of my projects on a big screen and it was a pretty cool experience. The story is very emotional, and a little more dramatic than anything I’ve done before.
You can like the film on Facebook to keep track of where else it goes (hopefully to a festival someday!) or see when we release an online copy for the viewing pleasure of those at home 🙂
So, while I was in AZ working on Bullets Over Broadway I happened to meet up with an old choreographer/dance instructor of mine who now runs a bungee and aerial dance studio! So here’s some fun footage of what we were up to…
I’ve been so remiss! I haven’t kept everyone up to date! Most recently I made it to the Final Live Concert round of the Center Stage Opera Young Artist Competition! The 5 Young Artist, the 3 High School, and 5 Young Professional finalists performed two pieces live for a panel of judges from the LA Opera. I did not win, but I’m proud to say I had an excellent experience, and hopefully will have the opportunity to work with this great company again in the future!
Top Ten Reasons to See Native Son at Stray Cat Theatre THIS WEEKEND. NOW. Click this link and buy tickets and reschedule other things to go see this show.
- So much talent in one room, you will think you are in New York. See these actors now while you can afford tickets.
- Debutantes hold the Money of America. The wealthy argue politics while poor families are kicked out onto the street. Families struggle to fit religion into their hard scrabble lives. Sound familiar? Richard Wright’s Native Son novel was written in 1940, Nambi E. Kelley’s play published in 2016. Close to 80 years later, and this story still has legs. You will be thinking about this tale for a long time after close.
- (White Privilege Alert) I’m a white female viewer—never, I hope, as ‘I-don’t-see-race’ as the literally blind Mrs. Dalton (who’s got a white cat named “Whitey”—how would she even know??), but not always one to dive into race issues, because maybe it’s not my business. But the audience was mixed race, mixed age range and if you want to spend a night with an intelligent room of people, see this show. And as of the election, it is everyone’s business.
- (Sexism Alert) Were the female characters completely objectified by the main, male character? Pretty much yes. One woman is killed (partially) because she represented all women of her type (white female, which, as you can see from #3, hits home). But does this make the play sexist? Nope. This play is about the inner workings of Bigger’s mind (made outer in the character of Black Rat). We are seeing what his life, his world—which (see #2 above) is an awful lot like our world—is turning him into. This is how he is being molded. He can’t see himself, either, so how could he possibly see the rest of us? It’s making all of us look at how our categories are defining those around us and ourselves.
- A modern day Othello. Or it begins where Othello leaves off, distraught Black male snuffing out the life of a White female. But instead of Iago getting inside his head, it’s the RFW (racist f*cking world). But not all Whites (or Reds) are evil in Native Son. People do try . . .
Although to me, Bigger’s treatment of Bessie is much more disturbing. I will say, if this show had been written by a man, I would probably have more issue with Bessie’s treatment. But as a woman of color character written by a woman of color, Bessie haunts me and seems especially relevant in this time of heated discussions of White and Intersectional Feminism. The different responses to the deaths of these women are, again, perhaps not limited to a 1930s setting, and that is breathtaking in its implications (imho).
- This show almost literally takes you to Hell and back.
- (Disrupted Chronology Alert) The opening scenes take a bit to find your footing, as it were. You may not quite know what you’re seeing, but the frame holds and it all comes together at the end. And the shared-line transitions from one scene to the next really worked for me, how words are picked up and echo through time or people.
- Reason not to see this show? It did take me three times around the block to get into the parking lot (don’t judge). But as you approach from the East on Washington, get into the FAR LEFT lane (other side of the train tracks, it will seem like the wrong way but, since it’s a one-way-street, it’s fine). They serve beer and wine once you get in, so give yourself time for a parking reward.
- Phoenix needs to be the type of town that supports challenging theater. DVR whatever you might be missing and grab some friends and bring them along, be those cool people who know what’s going on in the city.
- Did I mention the overload of talent? If you don’t laugh & gasp (I can admit, I had tears running down my face at the end, but maybe you’re not all criers), email me and I will buy you a beer or wine at your next show. Doesn’t drama exist to make us think, feel, see the world a little differently? This show does all of that. If you’re not feeling it, we gotta talk.
It’s not quite Broadway… but I’m started on my next regional theatre project! I’m gonna be Ellen — the intellectual, over-intense, but secretly-middle-class-longing-for-simple-things girlfriend of the angsty playwright, David — in Phoenix Theatre’s upcoming production of Bullets Over Broadway.
So for the next seven weeks I’ll be back in my hometown, rehearsing my butt off for an amazing production that’s going to have incredible sets (moving cars on stage, revolves, animal print couches…), gorgeous costumes, and a cast of the best of Arizona and beyond! (The number of concert dancers turned Broadway artists we have in the ensemble is really exciting).
For more information, check out: http://www.phoenixtheatre.com/events/bullets-over-broadway
And of course I’ll be posting any reviews we get (even the bad ones).
So, I’ve been having quite the adventure. Through a series of online submissions I found myself in contact with THE Philip Springer, composer of “Santa Baby”–a song I have grown-up singing every Christmas Eve at the neighborhood luminary night–and hired to record an original composition of his!
After a couple rehearsals, some time exploring the lyrics at home (he made me practice singing to my boyfriend to help me get the emotion of the song just right!), and even a heated political debate with the composer himself (that’s a story I’m saving for my grandkids), I met with him and his sound engineer for a recording session.
If I’m honest, it was my first time recording something that wasn’t on my home set-up “blue Yeti” mic. It was incredible. How I had to adjust my singing voice for the recording set-up reminded me of how I’m learning to adjust my acting for the screen. The live performances I’m use to encourage a wide range of dynamics–the audience is along for the ride as you glide from a pianissimo extreme to a fortissimo, or as you build enough emotional energy to fill a theatre. But in a recording environment, you have to focus and condense the extremes into a smaller dynamic space (like how you learn to contain the emotions for a more intense and focused performance on camera). It was quite the growth experience, and I’m finding myself very much drawn to new works and recording studios! Hopefully, this may just be the beginning chapter in more work through music.
Next up: coffee with local voice instructors and performers to get some advice on segueing into more work with my voice! I’m still training operatically, but I’m open to a variety of next steps…
So I’m finally getting into a groove here in LA. With the exception of wild outliers like throwing out my back and being stuck for a couple days, I make time to take care of myself, take care of my bills and errands and grocery shopping, take classes for my voice, my acting, and my funny-bone–the list goes on.
Currently, I’m working at least three jobs (waitressing, tutoring, and online content-editing) and I’ll be honest keeping tracking of when I’m doing which has become a fourth job. So I’m not necessarily on top of everything. And I had to turn down a project that would have paid me $1000 (holy shit, right?) because on some level I knew the project wasn’t right for me at the time. The point is, I believe 100% that everything I’m doing is exactly what I’m supposed to be right now to keep myself growing and ready for whatever stage my career takes on next.
However, that doesn’t mean it’s going very quickly, and I could really use the income boost of a couple commercials or exposure to more early work that could keep bulking up my resume. I’m finding that I apply less and less on Actorsaccess and Backstage because I’ve been burned more about the professionalism of some of the projects (excepting my most recent student film that was an amazing, incredible experience, and I couldn’t BE more excited about). I’m finding I really need the guidance of an agent or manager ASAP.
When I first got out here I applied a whole bunch to agents, and just drove around dropping off headshots left and right. And (of course), nada. I’d just barely been to LA, had nothing from here on my resume, I understand that they don’t know I’m amazing and fantastic yet ;P. But instead of “waiting until the stars align” and applying all at once when I need an agent the most, I’m just gonna start treating it like water-torture. One submission a day to a different agent I have heard or read about as legitimate. Not too much work, so I don’t get burnt out, but always putting myself out there so I’m never resting on my laurels (which aren’t much).
Keep it coming!
Just had my first two 12-hour shoots here in Burbank! Got cast as an easily-flustered, but well-meaning nurse with a crush on a hot doctor and a lot of caring tenderness for her favorite patient. It was honestly one of the best experiences of my life!
Me and Sandy! (our bomb.com costumer)
Checking out that romantic interest…
It was a student film, but one of the most incredible and moving scripts I’ve ever read. Each time I re-read it, I found more that interested me or surprised me or made me care. Because all the students in the Woodbury university program are required to assist each other on their theses, all the crew and creative team already gelled and we were DONE EARLY EACH DAY OF SHOOTING. That never happens!!! Also, I liked all my fellow actors, and everyone was supportive, and I could go on with my positive feelings towards this project.
Anyway, it’s going to premier at Woodbury University and AFI in Los Angeles, and then be entered into whatever competitions and festivals the project can afford with its remaining budget. You might see me posting about this project again if we need to do some fundraising for the festivals!
Sometimes, you get lucky, and you get to do something that means something to you.
Woah! Since moving to the LA area I’ve been really trying to do as much stuff outside of my comfort zone as I can. And one of the first one was trying a new style of music that I’ve NEVER touched before! Hence my first experiment with Electronic Dance Music.
I found a posting on Backstage.com from a man in the Netherlands (hell yeah, international!) asking to collaborate with singer/songwriter’s on his beats. I listened to several of his beats and prior collaborations to see how the process worked and what he was looking for, and I noticed a lot of the songs were about love or finding the one or partying, and there was one he had titled “Feeling a Bit Sick” because he built the beat when he was sick.
But it was perfect! Because that was exactly how I had been feeling since first moving out. Just a little uneasy, because nothing was familiar yet, I wasn’t sure of any step I took in any direction, everything was just floating without anchor. So I chose to write for that beat inspired by that title. THAT’S RIGHT I wrote the vocal melody and ALL THE LYRICS for this EDM song we collaborated on. I even tried editing it myself on Garageband and thought I didn’t make it sound to bad! But I didn’t love it and he offered to edit it using his more experienced software and I said absolutely.
So here it is! My new experiment: https://soundcloud.com/luzami-lizangel/feeling-a-bit-sick-feat-emilie-doering
I might try to make a music video using it! Who knows? Any ideas? Put them down in the comments!